Δευτέρα, 19 Οκτωβρίου 2009

dust in the wind:/
ena tragoudi pou auth tn stigmh aggizei tis koilothtes mou ki diaperna olo mou t einai :/
ena tragoudi pou leei polla.
9umizei katastaseis..
9umizei proswpa..
prokalei sunais8hmata..
alla omorfa..alla odunhra..
ena ta3idi..mesa apo t opoio xanesai se merh k anamnhseic..
proswpa pou agaphsec k peta3an makria..
merh pou iswc dn 9a 3anapas..
sunais8hmata k katastaseic pou Akribwc etci dn 9a 3anazhseic..

k omwc..
h elpida dn 9a pe9anei pote..
k omwc..
oi anamnhceic k h agaph gia ola auta 9a meinoun..

Mhn papceic na elpizeic..
mhn stamathceic na xamogelac..oco k an fainetai duskolo..
aplwc zhse to ;)
aplwc zhse tn ka9e stigmh..
mn tn afhseic na perasei k to mono poy 9a kaneic einai na anapoleic..:/

<3
ena 3ecpacma afierwmeno ctn kollhth m...
pou pernaei duckola..:/
c'agapw xazo m (L)
ola 9a pane klaaa!(:


Παρασκευή, 16 Οκτωβρίου 2009

something special?

Kai ola 3ekinoun kapws.Ki ola kapote teleiwnoun..arga h grhgora..
Ola 3ekinhsan 3afnika..se h3era.mono emfanisiaka kai auto elaxista..mono onoma..kai tipota parapanw..Kai hr9e h stigmh pou gnwristhkame..'sunergates' :/
mas enwnei h mousikh<3
Sumperifer9hkes apo tn 1h kiolas stigmh toso diaforetika..toso magika..
Poy xwris na to katalabw me katekthses..me gohteses..=/
O tropos pou m koitouses..o tropos pou milas..ta aggigmata sou...ta panta..
Arxika,dn h9ela na paradextw tipota.9ewrousa ta ola osa ginontan fantasies tou mualou:/
pragmata pou aplws 'parermhneuw' opws pl fores knw:/
Kai omws,esu sunexizes na eisai idiaitera filikos..na m'aggizeis..na milas omorfa..
Ki idiaitera otan koitouses m'auta ta omorfa matiaa:$
siga siga,ma9ainw tn palia istoria sou...Exeic prohgoumena me mia apisteuth kopela..mia kopela pou tn latreuw..:/ ma9ainw pws kti uphrxe meta3u sas k 3afnika esu apomakrunesai...
ara ola exoun teleiwsei meta3u sas?
ki siga siga,prospa9eic na er9oume konta...zhtas na mas afhsoun monous..m pianeis koubenta k menoume monoi..m zhtas tn ari9mo m :/
egw gia kapoion logo na niw9w asxhma..na niw9w xalia akougontas kapoia tragoudia..
k esu na prospa9eic na breis t giati:/
na prospa8eic na ma9eic ti exw:/
k etsi 3ekinhses na stelneis mhnumata..ka9e bradu pernousame mazi stigmec..:/
milousame gia diafora.gia elpidec,oneira..ta nea mas..
prospa9ousame o enas na e3ereunhsei tn allo..k panta esu eknec tn 1h kinhsh...
panta estelnes ''pwc einai h mikrh m?'' ''to msn ein adeio xwric ecena...'' kai kati tetoia..
fainetai omws pws dn hmun h monh pou 'mageuthka' apo tn tropo sou...
uparxoun diaforec pou erxontai se mena k m lene pws tous areseis :/
ki egw na kanw thn xazh..na prospa9w na mhn to skeftomai..
idiaitera se kapoia arxizeis ki dineis idiaitera blemmata,blemmata entona..kai ustera peiragmata..kai otan egw ginomai xalia gt dn antexw na se blepw na tn koitas etsi....
erxesai m'agkaliazeis..m pci9urizeis st auti omorfa pragmata:/
me kneis na niw9w 3ana omorfa..gt 3erw pws s'exw dipla mou...pws eimai stn agkalia sou..
les pws xwric emena tipota dn einai idio..k egw gelaw..omws pragmatika mesa mou dn 3rw an t pisteuw:/
kai siga siga ma9ainw apo tn fili m auth pws eisai diaforetikoc..pws ponas me tn diko sou tropo..
aplwc paizeis..
k esu stamatas na stelneis mhnumata..sxoleio milame elaxista..
kai esu exeis 'stenes' sxeseis me thn allh..thn pchlh...ekeinh pou sou kollaei...
auto gia merikes meres...
kai ustera ki ekeinh pernaei sto 'ftusimo'...kai exeis allh dipla sou..exeis kapoia allh pou s blepw na filas..k otn s pianw k s rwtaw ti exeis pa9ei ki dn stelneis oute mnm..m les dn exw karta:/
m les pws ola einai kala..kai zhtas na ma9eic gia auta pou me ponane..
k sunexizw na s blepw na kunhgas tn mia ki tn allh ...
kai h filh m dipla na argope9ainei k ekeinh:/
gt tosos ponos rr?:/
gt to kneis auto?
gt???
gt na kerdizeis toses kardies ki na tis xrhsimopoieis etsi?
gt na mn exw tn dunamh na fugw makria?
gt na mn antexw auth tn katastash?
3erw pws egw dn ezhsa polla..dn prolaba na tn pathsw asxhma...
kai omwc eida polla..ema9a polla..
k sunexizeis na paizeis me tis gurw..
k otn egw s agnoow..gurnas k m lec ''oute pou milas..oute pou m koitas..oute pou m xairetas..'
arage gt?
arage gt na mhn mporw na koita3w auta ta omorfa matia pou pisteua pws htn diaforetika?
gt fainesai diaforetikoc..alla telika..
eiste ola sas idia.anwrima akomh.
pou prospa8eite na anakalupcete tis dunatothtes sas..
kai otn katalabete poso mporeite na plhgwsete kapoion..apomakruneste...
kai tn skotwnete akomh perissotero...

arage ti niw8eic rr m?:/
ti niw9eic?
t shmainw egw gia sena?t shmainei ekeinh gia sena?ti shmainoun oles gia sena?
gt?
:/

afierwmeno.....